Weightiness – A Heavy Heart

Weightiness – a heavy heart.  The resounding pounding was beginning to weigh me down. It was a sort of agony I had only read about.  Indescribable still the perpetual grief I sit with.   Time hardly softens its blow.  Only I and God would know the weight of the burden I’d carry in this incarnation. […]

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In The Midst Of You

In the midst of you I find myself lost.  Lost in delusion of what once was.  Lost in confusion of what still remains.  What does it matter now anyway?  Particles of dust in the sand, that’s all.From great glory to broken wings of despair I come crashing down.  Unable to pivot.  Upward and onward are […]

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There’s A Hole In My Heart

There’s a hole in my heart meanwhile my soul overflows.  The overflow makes up for the lack of sustenance. It’s the obvious factor of a broken heart.  Look elsewhere and fill the soul to it’s capacity.  Perhaps even overflow beyond it’s limitations.  Let your life be filled to the fullest possible measure.  So full should […]

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Winds Of Change

The Winds of change blew in this morning with a flash of fury.  They blew in dust, clouds, gusts, a rush right through me.  A nudge so gentle, but so furious I couldn’t pretend to not feel it’s needling.  A prickling thorn against my side prickling around my hara. I was being nudged, lead from […]

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Unconscionable Truth – What A Sad Story

Unconscionable truth what a sad story, while difficult to comprehend it’s still the truth.  My utter truth.  A dark truth.  The undeniable reality of something that struggles to wrap around the vortex known as mind still is the truth.Despite the struggle to digest it and understand, despite the harsh reality of it’s pain and the […]

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Vacancy – A Whole In My Heart

Vacancy – A Whole In My Heart -It’s taken me three weeks to pen this.  It’s a penning of anguish I’ve not known.  I hope it will dwindle, but something tells me the pain will hardly subside.  Time does not heal all wounds, but only resounds profoundly.  There is a whole in my heart the […]

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I’m Out

I’m out.  In and out.  I’ve been there and stuck around for the nonsense.  Nonsensical part of you that thrives on bullshit.  How awful to have stuck around.  How oblivious the draw could make me?  The draw of the darkness expelling a little shimmer of light.  The light crying to breakthrough, but the dark too […]

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An Undying Love – Ever So Unconditional

An Undying Love ever so unconditional knows no bounds it is truly and abundantly ever so unconditional.  And with this knowing I profess I will never stop loving you.  Even when I exhale my last breath in this physical body on this physical plane, even then my love for you will not cease.  From this […]

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